WHAT'S BEEN ON MY MIND
I have had so much on my mind recently and I thought what better way to express that than literally write down everything I have been thinking in a blog post.
I want to be a mom to my son, a wife to my husband, I want to create art, I want to redecorate my house, I want to learn a new skill/hobby, I want to read, I want to practice guitar, I want to go on a walk, I want to practice yoga.
I’ve learned not to be so hard on myself. I want to talk a bit more about what goes through my head every day.
I want Instagram to be fun and to be a place of inspiration, I want to post only when I want to or am inspired, I don’t want to be on social media constantly throughout my days, BUT I want to grow my brand, and I want to bring people to my blog. I want to show people what I have to say.
I’m not super into astrology , but after posting on Instagram about being a Libra I got so many messages from other fellow Libras who think and feel the exact same way.
I have so many ideas and things I want to accomplish/set my mind to that it’s hard to pick just one. So many ideas stresses me out causing me to not set my mind on one thing.
I love how I have so much going on. I love feeling like I have a purpose other than being a mommy. I love being creative especially when I can bring my creativity into my own house, and share it with others.
There are things I want to share with you , lots of things. I am redoing my art room in my house and can’t wait to share the process, I am going to create a succulent wall, I am redecorating the living room shelves and adding all new decor, etc. I have recipes I want to make, mommy stuff I want to talk about/show, and much more.
So right now my head is mostly on the house and what I want to do to it. In between thinking of the house and my son, I think of content ideas in between which get written down on a big list that I have. I tend to go over the list multiple times and my mind goes all over the place. I may add or take away and then I end up back where I started, not choosing a topic lol. Or, I decide I would rather be putting my creative energy towards something else in the moment. I was being hard on myself for only posting one blog a week for the last two weeks but like I said I learned not to do that to myself.
Not only am I thinking of a ton of creative ideas I am also a mom. And that takes up 90% of my headspace lol. Even when I’m not with him it’s “what should he have for dinner, what is the temp in his room, has his laundry gotten done , what time did he wake up and go to sleep for his nap...” and so on. So needless to say I’m never not thinking of my son and his well being , maybe adding in some extra not very important anxieties lol.
ANYWAYS, this blog is here to spill what I’m feeling with you guys, and to share this with anyone else feeling the same. If you are someone who is hard on themselves for not accomplishing everything they wanted to accomplish today, this week, or this month, don’t be so hard on yourself. Not being happy with yourself will not push you to be better, it will only hold you back. Focus on the present and what you can do to be better now and moving forward.